I so don’t know how well these will end?
I so don’t know if these insane hours of work and study will get me through this hurdle?
I so don’t know if I am doing enough?
I so don’t know what the future holds?
I so don’t know if listening to “those whispers inside me ’ are the best thing to do now?
I so don’t know if I should “dream that big”?
I so don’t know where “following my heart” will lead me?
I so don’t know if I have enough strength to embrace the ebbs and flow of the journey of a creative life?
I so don’t know if I should even write and share all these?
All I know I will never have all the answers.
All I know I can never play it all safe.
All I know “not taking the risk” is the biggest risk.
All I know that I am doing the very best I can and I need to be kind to myself.
All I know that the only thing that can hold me back is my own fear.
All I know that I am practicing courage by listening to my intuition.
All I know that I need to acknowledge my vulnerabilities, fears, my tenderness and strengths. They all make me who I am.
All I know that I want you to know me and I share this journey with you to build a trusting connection.
All I know that I need to trust myself and I need to trust you.
With love and gratitude,